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Vikings: The beginnings of Rollo and Siggy

 

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Still some time left to fight/vote! I will close the poll on Saturday… which is as we all know, Valentine’s Day- a day for love, peace and togetherness! So, no matter who wins or loses the battle, we will put down our shields and celebrate a well fought battle! The Shieldmaidens have come from behind and are currently the favored odds on favorites but that could change at a moment’s notice so continue to fight!

Now on to our memories of the past…

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As I told of earlier, we all attended Thyri’s wedding and wept to see her put up such a brave front in the midst of this arranged marriage which would bring Earl Haraldson such great profit and alliance with greater powers who might prove helpful should he face revolt again in the future.  The rather repulsive and disgusting groom, Earl Bjarni was a cousin of  King Horik, whom we would all meet later…  Haraldson took great pains to stress the importance of this marriage and alliance to Siggy and remind her that the marriage was about far more than just Thyri’s happiness. 

Thyri  tried so hard to maintain her dignity and hold her head high going into this marriage no matter how grieved she was at her fate. As we attended the wedding feast and watched her, we all felt such sadness for the girl.  I think of course, none was so sad as Siggy? 

just go on and remember to look happy

We were all surprised by Rollo’s appearance at the wedding feast for Thyri, the one who had once been used a promise- a pawn- to gain his allegiance to Haraldson? We all knew well that Haraldson now viewed Rollo as a traitor and was watching him closely to see if he would lead to Ragnar? Why would Rollo take such chance as to show up at this time? Did he not know, realize how much danger he was in from Haraldson? Why would he do this… many say it was because Rollo did not think ahead, did not think of consequences, acted on his impulses rather than common sense. At times, I would have to agree with those words about him.  In this instance, I believe though that Rollo perhaps thought this might be the best time to approach Earl Haraldson? Haraldson would not want a blood letting or fight to mar his daughter’s wedding to Earl Bjarni. He would not want Earl Bjarni to know so much about what other real problems there were within his small kingdom… it would not look good to have this more powerful Earl see that he was in a battle for control of his people?

What ever his reasons were, he chose to approach the Earl on this night.  Later that evening he met with Haraldson outside and confronted him about being followed and harassed for no other reason than being Ragnar’s brother.  He tells Haraldson, “You own everything I do not want to be on the outside I want to raid and fight that is what I do.”

Tell your thugs to stop following me it's a waste of time Ragnar is dead.

Tell your thugs to stop following me it’s a waste of time Ragnar is dead.

You own everything I do not want to be on the outside I want to raid and fight that is what I do.

You own everything I do not want to be on the outside I want to raid and fight that is what I do.

Earl Haraldson gives thought to Rollo’s words and advises him that he may work on the boats until such a time as Haraldson makes a decision on his trustworthiness?

Siggy watched this meeting from the shadows and did not trust that any of it would go well? I have said often that I do not know for sure of what may have transpired between Siggy and Rollo before this night… I only know that on this night, Siggy made her choice to involve herself more deeply in Rollo’s life.

siggy watches and listens to rollo and haraldson

Rollo watches Siggy in the shadows

Rollo watches Siggy in the shadows

Now, normally Siggy did not involve me in her personal affairs so much and I appreciated that. There are times when the less we know about certain things, the better off we are? But, after this night, she did ask me to help her? She put it more as helping Rollo than her… she swore he was in grave danger and would not take serious heed to warnings of Haraldson’s deceptions or his hatred of all Ragnar’s family.  I did not know what she thought I could do to help in this matter but she said that all I need to was make some excuse for her absence if any should ask after her? She was determined to meet with Rollo even though I did warn her that she was putting herself in equally grave danger? What if Haraldson should find out of this? Siggy shook this off and told me in confidence that those many were right about Rollo- he was too trusting, and too often believed people’s promises to him…

She arranged a meeting with him to warn him of the danger.

siggy and rollo meet secretly in a whare house

siggy and rollo meet secretly in a whare house

rollo believe me get away he hates you

rollo believe me get away he hates you

I've come to warn you

I’ve come to warn you

 

you must leave at once

you must leave at once

 

Her warning was in vain though, because as he made to leave, he was set upon by Haraldson’s men.

as he goes to leave he is set upon by haraldson's men

as he goes to leave he is set upon by haraldson’s men

Haraldson showed his truest hatred and seemed to take great relish in his torture of  Rollo?  I did never mention my thoughts on this to Siggy, but I think perhaps he knew something of Siggy’s involvement with Rollo and thus took even more revenge on the man?

I will admit to my small part in helping Siggy to find where Rollo was being kept… I was but a maid moving around the grounds and could more easily hear of things than she would be privy to? I think Haraldson did not trust her so much either now… I did help her into that room and then waited in shadows outside for her.  She was overcome with her grief, and guilt, I think at the treatment of him? I mention guilt because I do think  she knew in some way that this was far greater torture and punishment than called for on any level? Was it guilt because she did not warn him sooner, or was it guilt because she had in some way been a part of this? I do not know, for she never spoke of it after this.

beaten and tortured but not killed siggy sneaks in to see him

beaten and tortured but not killed siggy sneaks in to see him

Before I could warn her to leave, Earl Haraldson showed up and found her in the room with Rollo.

very suspicious now

Earl Haraldson is very suspicious of Siggy being in the room but chooses to say nothing of it

 

now a prisoner of haraldson

Siggy looks on in silence as Earl Haraldson approaches his prisoner.

siggy looks on as haraldson threatens more torture

siggy looks on as haraldson threatens more torture

where is ragnar lothbrok

where is ragnar lothbrok

Siggy kept her silent vigil as Haraldson continued to take his revenge on Rollo, asking him “Where is Ragnar Lothbrok?” It did no good to so continuously torture Rollo for he did not know!

rollo barely alive earl haraldson

Only a few knew of Ragnar and his family’s hiding place far up in the hills and woods at Floki’s home.  He had been close to death when young Bjorn searched for Floki and begged him to help. Helga was there with Floki and later told me the story of how Bjorn had shown up asking for help. They took the family in and hid them well with only those few closest to them ever knowing the truth.

desperately seeking floki bjorn meets Helga

I must speak with floki

I must speak with floki

what are you doing here boy My father is dying you must help us

Despite his disgust for the priest Athelstan, floki grudgingly admitted that there was some worth to him and all of them worked feverishly through the next weeks to keep Ragnar alive.

hidden away at floki's cabin ragnar heals.

hidden away at floki’s cabin ragnar heals.

During that time Athelstan learned much more about the Norse Gods as Floki and the others shared stories to help pass the time.

they tell athelstan stories about their gods how the water was made and how the ice came helga tells the story of how the earth was created

Athelstan could not hide his interest and his fascination with their stories…

athelstan is fascinated with the stories

Their peace and Ragnar’s healing was interrupted by Torstein’s arrival to tell them of Rollo’s capture and torture.

Torstien comes to warn of trap and of Rollo's torture

Torstein comes to warn of trap and of Rollo’s torture.

Ragnar was far from recovered of his wounds but decided that it was time to face Haraldson anyway and put end to the matter one way or another. Let the Gods decide on his fate in this battle…

 

tell me if he refuses

He sent Floki to  Kattegat with message and challenge Haraldson to a personal combat with him, making it clear that if Haraldson refuses then shame will stalk him forever and Odin will never allow him into his halls.

 

In Kattegat, Rollo’s life as well as the rest of ours hung on edge… Siggy must find some way to convince Earl Haraldson that Rollo meant naught to her, that she was as loyal and faithful as ever to the Earl and that she would stand with him no matter what.  She knew now exactly what her husband was capable of doing to any or all of us that he might view as traitors to his will and his cause. It only  Floki’s arrival and message from Ragnar that saved us all, that is my personal belief on it.

I must remind all who read this that despite the thought that the story is of  just Ragnar and his glories… it is not! It is so much more than just a telling of Ragnar Lothbrok’s life. Many often think only of Ragnar, of his deeds but I am here to tell the stories of those others like Rollo and Siggy along with others who often fell into the shadows of Ragnar’s larger than life exploits.  I must tell the story as I see it, as I know of it from the perspectives of all of those who shared in the events of his life, good and bad such as they were.

Siggy and Rollo, they are my friends and their stories matter just as much as Ragnar’s or anyone else’s.  Ragnar’s actions dragged all of us into this change of our world whether we should liked to have gone or not. Such is the case of Siggy and Rollo. In order to understand how they came to be who and what they are now to each other, we must see what happened to both of them in those early years to bring them together.

Despite what Siggy might have felt to Rollo at the time, she did love her husband once upon a time. She loved the man he used to be not the one he had become before the deaths of their sons, before the coldness and bitterness set in on him and the need for power and control at all costs took over his life and his mind. When Floki arrived that day with Ragnar’s challenge, I think that she feared the worst for us all no matter what the outcome? If her husband won, all those who might have sided with Ragnar or even been connected to him in the slightest of ways would see their own deaths as well as his. If Ragnar won? Well, if Ragnar won, her husband would die… and where would that leave her and her daughter, Thyri as well?  In those few days before the challenge she sought to find peace with herself and with her husband.

Floki arrived with his message, the challenge of personal combat to Earl Haraldson from Ragnar

floki delivers his message to haraldson

floki delivers his message to haraldson

The Earl’s henchman, Sven makes comment about how ridiculous this challenge is. Ragnar Lothbrok is nothing, a wanted man- how dare he think to issue such challenge to one such the Earl?

he has high opinion of self   Well he is a descendent of Odin

he has a high opinion of himself, doesn’t he? Well he is a descendent of Odin.

Floki tried to remain unphased and continued his speech about how bad it would look for the Earl to refuse such challenge?

others are moved by his speech

After some thought on it, the Earl agreed to this challenge, knowing it would be the death of either Ragnar or himself.

 

After the challenge was accepted, the worst fears and doubts were faced by all?

Haraldson prayed to his Gods but found no signs or answers…

 

 

haraldson praying to the gods

haraldson praying to the gods

give me a sign I can not feel your presence

give me a sign I can not feel your presence

Siggy watched on as the man that she had loved for so long gave up the fight before it had even begun.  In those darkest hours, she remembered who he had been and felt his pain. She stayed by him trying to comfort him, give him some peace and some strength to fight this battle for as I said, she feared what his loss would mean for her and Thyri… and she had loved him deeply once. It was those memories she held to as she tried to give him that courage, that warrior self that he was losing now.

siggy watches as he throw the idol down on the alter

siggy watches as he throw the idol down on the alter

It was during those hours that Haraldson admitted his respect, his honor of Ragnar Lothbrok. “He is what I used to be… ambitious, restless and he was right about the west. But, then I knew that in my heart.

He is what I used to be ambitious restless and he was right but I knew that in my heart

He is what I used to be ambitious restless and he was right but I knew that in my heart

He acknowledges, “Tomorrow I must kill a man for whom I have the utmost respect for.”

tomorrow I must kill a man for whom I have the utmost respect

tomorrow I must kill a man for whom I have the utmost respect

Siggy, at a loss for words, hands him back the locks of hair from their sons. in attempt to give him some added support and belief, she whispers, “Believe at least in them if not yourself that the Gods are with us.”

believe at least in them if not yourself that the gods are with us

believe at least in them if not yourself that the gods are with us

They passed the long night together and I do think that they both knew in their hearts that this was their closure, their goodbye to one another?

siggy and haraldson before the coming challenge

Thyri spent the night with her new husband and tried not to think of the future, or of the coming battle between her Father and Ragnar Lothbrok.

thyri and her new husband

thyri and her new husband

Her husband of course wanted to know more of this, of this man Ragnar Lothbrok but Thyri refused saying, “I do not talk of him, he is my Father’s enemy.”

who is this Ragnar everyone talks of  I don't talk about him he's my father's enemy

who is this Ragnar everyone talks of I don’t talk about him he’s my father’s enemy

 

Lagertha spent that night voicing her own fears…

savoring a few private moments before floki returns

savoring a few private moments before floki returns with the answer

Let us leave this place, go away from here. There are other places we can go to and live in peace…

let us go away there are other places we can live in peace

let us go away there are other places we can live in peace

 

Daylight came and everyone made ready for this final battle between two warriors, each for their own honor. For that is what it came down to, two men fighting for their personal honor. Two men, one who could not let go of the past and one who embraced the future. In the end, they honored and respected each other for in each other, they saw themselves.

the battle begins

the battle begins

In battle, they were well evenly matched and both fought honorably knowing that in this their final battle, an honorable death to one of them would be the only outcome.

they throw down their weapons and it's hand to hand combat the battle continues he loses his shield and haraldson throws his down too ragnar strikes from behind ragnar offers some comfort to the dying man Odin is here to take one of us  So I shall dine tonigh at the high table with Odin

At the end, Earl Haraldson lost the battle but Ragnar assured him of his well done fight and his journey to Valhalla.

ragnar helps his leaving come quicker

ragnar helps his leaving come quicker

Siggy’s worst fear had become reality. She kneeled next to her husband and made a last effort to save him

siggy tries to stop the leaving and blood letting but haraldson pushes her hand away he is ready to go

but he pushed her hand away and said, “Do not grieve, Tonight I shall be drinking with our boys”

tonight I shall be drinking with our boys

tonight I shall be drinking with our boys

As her husband died there in front of her, Siggy found her last strength…

his life fades away

She stepped back from her husband and loudly proclaimed her loyalty to Ragnar Lothbrok in a voice which demanded the respect of everyone else standing out there.

 

Hail Earl Ragnar

Do not tell me this did not take great courage on her part, as did her next action… a final action she took to save her daughter’s future. While everyone was standing there in stunned shock, she grabbed a knife and went to Thyri’s husband, Earl Bjarni, stabbing him to death.

before anyone realizes what she is up to Siggy grabs knife and stabs thyri's husband

before anyone realizes what she is up to Siggy grabs knife and stabs thyri’s husband

It was not until that act was completed that she walked away from the crowd in her own dazed shock.

in a daze she walks away from the crowd

in a daze she walks away from the crowd

The Earl’s henchman, who will forever live in my mind by the name of Piggy Henchman- I shall not honor him with his given name, he does not deserve that respect! He tried still to hold on to power after the Ear’s death, commanding the men to kill Ragnar.

piggy henchman attempts still to give orders

piggy henchman attempts still to give orders

pointing to ragnar he gives the order to Kill him

pointing to ragnar he gives the order to Kill him

Rollo calmly picked up an axe and finished the henchman’s miserable life!

rollo picks up an axe

rollo picks up an axe

attack on the henchman

attack on the henchman

At that end, he still thought there might be some chance? The man looked like he was debating on whether to pull the axe out or not?

an axe to his chest

an axe to his chest

 

For everyone in the village, this whole event became a blur of so much shock and change that it was difficult to sort it all out until much later. Suddenly in a matter of moments, Ragnar Lothbrok was now the Earl of Kattegat! All of the men immediately wanted to make their allegiance to him known, and be sure that there was no question or doubt about the event that had given him this honor. He was quickly swept into the Great Hall, in much of a stupor and daze himself.

still in some shock himself he looks dazed as he heads to the Earl's throne

still in some shock himself he looks dazed as he heads to the Earl’s throne

the men immediately swear their allegiance and fielty to him

the men immediately swear their allegiance and fielty to him

 

He tried to dissuade them all, saying there was no need as they were all his friends. They would not be argued with and insisted on this ritual. Then came an old man up to the throne, whom Ragnar did not know so he asked him his name and what his intent was?

the next time you go raiding you take me I am old I want to die in battle and enter valhalla with honor

the next time you go raiding you take me I am old I want to die in battle and enter valhalla with honor

 

give me the chance to die with honor in battle and join my companions

give me the chance to die with honor in battle and join my companions

The old man’s words were sincere and heartfelt, but Rollo was never one for tact or subtly made a less than honorable comment to the man. This was one of those time when many of us wanted to reach over and slap him for his unthinking remarks as Tostig took his oath of allegiance to Ragnar!

tostig steps forward to swear his oath

tostig steps forward to swear his oath

 

Rollo is blunt and has little tact at Tostig's oath of from this day forward he replies well it won't be too long then

Rollo is blunt and has little tact at Tostig’s oath of from this day forward he replies well it won’t be too long then

 

Later, Rollo made his own oath of allegiance and loyalty to his brother. Ragnar insisted there was no need because Rollo had already suffered greatly in showing his loyalty.

there's no need for you to swear you have already suffered and shown your loyalty

there’s no need for you to swear you have already suffered and shown your loyalty

Rollo is adamant about swearing his loyalty

never the less I will swear my oath to you brother

never the less I will swear my oath to you brother

Rollo speaks from his heart. He vows his loyalty, wishes Ragnar good fortune from the Gods and his last words are ones that he believes Ragnar will hold to? “I hope that we will ever be equal now, my brother”

I wish you good fortune always I hope the gods remain with us

I wish you good fortune always I hope the gods remain with us

I hope we will ever be equal now my brother

I hope we will ever be equal now my brother

Rollo speaks from his heart, and he thinks that his brother does as well? But, this was one of those moments when Siggy and many others were right… Rollo puts too much trust and faith in some, he still believed then that his brother would treat him as an equal in their relationship?

 

at rollo's words of equal Ragnar's look changes

at rollo’s words of equal Ragnar’s look changes

Rollo firmly believed that Ragnar would treat him as an equal, as a partner… When he came upon Siggie and Thyrie making plans to flee for their lives, he made a promise, a statement to Siggy that said as much.

Siggy and Thyri prepare to flee for their lives

Siggy and Thyri prepare to flee for their lives

Siggy was in a panic thinking that Rollo had come to do Ragnar’s bidding and put end to them as well.  After all, it was much a common practice… she was expecting such and was in a hurry to escape with Thyri.

have you come to kill us because Ragnar told you to  It is often the way the new Earl does

have you come to kill us because Ragnar told you to It is often the way the new Earl does

“Even if we don’t die, everyone will shun us like a bad smell nor take us in even though we have nowhere else to go”  Siggy had told me of this earlier and bade me go to Lagertha to swear my allegiance and offer my services to her.

even if we don't die everyone will shun us like a bad smell or take us in even though we have nowhere else to go   They won't

even if we don’t die everyone will shun us like a bad smell or take us in even though we have nowhere else to go They won’t

Rollo offered her his own protection and swore none would kill her or Thyri, much less Ragnar.

no one will force you to go anywhere if I vouch for you

no one will force you to go anywhere if I vouch for you

ragnar won't kill you

ragnar won’t kill you

Rollo believed he would hold equal status with Ragnar and offered marriage to Siggy… Thus began their long and complicated relationship!

would you not like to be married to another Earl  What do you mean who

would you not like to be married to another Earl What do you mean who

Of course, it must be said that this offer came after he realized that his wishful thinking of some future with Lagertha was just that… wishful thinking and nothing more. He had witnessed a moment between Ragnar and Lagertha where he knew that there was nothing between them save his unshared feelings for her.  That moment when Lagertha announced that she was carrying another child of Ragnar’s, Rollo’s pain at that was so visible. He could not hold his feeling within and so it was afterwards that he made his offer to Siggy.  If he could not have Lagertha, then he would have an Earl’s wife for his own…. Rollo and Siggy’s relationship began out of hurt and desperation on both their parts but they did come to care deeply for each other.

As they observe the death Lagertha announces her pregnancy rollo watches them walk away rollo looks on at the two of them together I know you're a boy the seer told me By all the Gods you have made me a happy man

Rollo and Siggy have a love that many do not understand… It was not born of fairy tales of childish dreams and fantasies. Their lives have been painful and oft filled with darkness. But, sometimes love is painful and it grows from those darkest and deepest cuts to the heart.

Rollo and siggy

 Siggy’s heart and soul were broken, Rollo gave her a way to go on, to come out of that darkness and reach for life again. Rollo’s heart and spirit were broken as well, and he was filled with doubt. Siggy gave him strength and purpose over the years to keep fighting the doubts, to be a better man. Theirs is a story of two troubled and broken people fighting from the ashes of life to survive.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Vikings: Past and future

 

 

Don’t forget to fight for your honor Shield Maidens!

girl power go girl two You go girl

Before we speak more of the past, let us take another look at the future?

Lagertha puts it very clearly and straight forward when Ragnar asks, “Is your Earldom really that important to you? Why?”  Lagertha answers simply and boldly, “Because it is mine!”

 

A sneak peek at season 3: conversation and meeting between Ragnar, Lagertha and King Ecbert!

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Vikings: Secrets of the Vikings: The Saga of Ragnar Lothbrok

And, from the journals of Athelstan, we find his thoughts on all of the events of the past?

Athelstan's book

Athelstan’s book

He speaks of many things, but for me his words on loyalty and honor have the most meaning and most clearly point out why I have for so long put my faith and my fate with that of Siggy and Rollo despite their many faults and flaws.

Vikings: Athelstan’s Journal: Loyalty

 

Vikings: Athelstan’s Journal: Honor

 

Athelstan spoke of  the importance of loyalty and honor, the many ways both of those attributes shape our personal lives and our destinies.  Our lives may be governed by the fates of Gods and destiny but it is up to us how we choose to follow that fate or destiny. We may end up at the same final place no matter what we do, but will that ending and that memory of our life be recalled with honor and loyalty or disgrace and betrayal? That is for us each to decide and to choose. In the end, it comes down to whether our life- our story is remembered at all and whether we are remembered well and worthy by our future generations.

I previously spoke of  the trial which would affect so many of us in different ways? It was not and end of things, but a beginning of  hard lessons, tests of loyalties and bitter betrayals which would result in a great change for our village.  I could go into great detail and depth on what happened but I shall try to keep to the most important parts of it.

Ragnar walked away from the trial knowing that he was not really a free man, there would be a high price for this acquittal of his honor and of Lagertha’s.  Rollo walked away knowing the same thing… his loyalty to family and his betrayal of Earl Haraldson would not go unpunished.

The Earl made many plans in a short time. His first act was to show Ragnar that he was still Earl, he was still in control.

It was fine day, one good for hunting and so Ragnar left the farmstead unattended to do jus that. It has been quiet and he was not expecting any reprisal or retribution from Haraldson, especially not the kind that would follow?

a day in the woods hunting

hunting to eat

The people of his farmstead were occupied with the daily chores of life and not expecting trouble…

even the family heir must work to eat here

even the family heir must work to eat here

Bjorn as well as the rest of the group were taken by surprise to see the Earl Haraldson calmly sitting upon his horse instructing his men to attack.

Bjorn looks up to see Earl Haraldson and his men arriving and attacking

Bjorn looks up to see Earl Haraldson and his men arriving and attacking

attacked by haraldson and his men

attacked by haraldson and his men

In all truth, no one ever expected the Earl to go to such violent and brutal lengths against those innocent villagers and workers who had no part in the feud between Ragnar and him other than to be a part of Ragnar’s farmstead. I do not think that even Siggy knew how deeply and cruelly her husband’s mind was turning? She would soon have her own fears to contend with on that path his mind was taking.

a surprise attack on peaceful villagers

a surprise attack on peaceful villagers

 

running in fear for their lives from their own leader

running in fear for their lives from their own leader

Ragnar arrived home to find his farm and his family under attack.

 

arriving to find his family and farmstead under attack

He managed somehow to get to the questionable safety of his house and found his family alive. Although he had been seriously wounded getting there, his first thought was of how to get his family out of this attack safely? Bjorn of course argued that he would stay with his Father but Ragnar would hear none of it and pushed the boy down a ladder to escape. They made their way to the boat and were able to watch from a distance as the farmstead was burned and everything they owned destroyed.

watching from the boat watching the house burn

With his family safely escaped to the boat, Ragnar was taken by the Earl.

on his knees before haraldson

on his knees before haraldson

 

What do you say now Ragnar Lodbrok?  I am Earl here and I control everything, even you!

What do you say now Ragnar Lodbrok? I am Earl here and I control everything, even you!

Ragnar accepted his fate and asked for one last moment to pray to his Gods…

I accept my fate let me speak with my gods

He prayed for strength and his Gods listened because as he so oft reminds everyone, the Gods favor him!

The gods are with him he finds his strength manages his own escape

He did escape and did fine until he ran out of space to run? He eventually came to a cliff with certain death on both sides of him. His family looked on in horror from the boat at his choice.

one of those I am going to die any way I will take my chance with the fall

Ragnar faces one of those, I am going to die any way – I will take my chance with the fall, moments!

the leap the shock

The men assume that no one could survive the fall and give him up as dead.

his followers catch up with him and he has one choice left

The family held their breath and prayed for some sign of survival.

can you see him

Athelstan showed his courage and his devotion to this family that day by diving in and saving Ragnar’s life.  It would forever change how he was looked upon in this village!

athelstan dives in after him  Where are they athelstan saves his life  Is he dead

He did survive and was eventually taken to Floki’s home where it would take many weeks for him to recover in hiding from Haraldson.

During this time the Earl was making many other plans which would have dire impact on so many. He of course did not believe that Ragnar was dead, but he could not prove it either way? He also wanted to know where Ragnar’s family had disappeared to… he thought this all too suspicious to let go of? And, he had one more matter of revenge to settle… that was with Rollo. Rollo was continuously followed and harassed by Haraldson’s men for the assumption that he must know something of his brother’s fate and that of his family. He was also being watched by someone else who had her own interests in his survival?

It was during this time too that Haraldson made a decision about his daughter’s future fate, without consulting his wife Siggy. Siggy took this decision as a betrayal from him and even though she professed to understand his later reasons, I do not think she ever did forgive him for the act. It hurt her deeply that this man whom she had once loved, had been ever loyal to would keep such secrets from her. I do think that one of the worst parts of those secrets were the ones which surrounded the death of her sons. He chose to keep this from her for all of those years, and had kept the remaining remnants of their lives, their existence from her as well. As if he were the only one who cared for them, as if he were the only one to hurt so deeply from their loss…

First, he chose a husband for Thyri,  an old, ugly fat Swede for their young daughter… did he care so little for their own daughter as to marry her off to such a man? Was his daughter nothing more to him than bags of silver and land that they did not need? His response to Siggy’s outrage said everything, “I stopped caring about anything when our sons died!”

young thyri's future husband

young thyri’s future husband

why is he here what does he want

why is he here? what does he want?

why would we want to know each other better

why would we want to know each other better

too shocked for words

too shocked for words

siggy too upset to speak

siggy too upset to speak

thyri3

After Haraldson’s announcement of this marriage, Siggy could not keep silent her thoughts!

you told me nothing you've treated me with utter contempt you don't care about any of us

you told me nothing you’ve treated me with utter contempt you don’t care about any of us

I care for her security and her future and ours

I care for her security and her future and ours

 

this marriage will bring us land and important alliances he is cousin to king horik

this marriage will bring us land and important alliances he is cousin to king horik

what do you say thyri  Thank  you

how could you don't you care for her happiness  He will give us 20 pounds of silver for her

how could you? don’t you care for her happiness? He will give us 20 pounds of silver for her…Is that all she is worth to you, all we are worth?

Haraldson admits to Siggy that he stopped caring about such things as happiness when their sons died.

I stopped caring about anything when our boys died

I stopped caring about anything when our boys died

He then shared the secret of how they were killed and buried in such a blatent disrespect to him and how it was a clear message to him that there would always be those who would seek to destroy him. He shared with her too, finally, the locks of their hair which he had kept for long and not allowed her to see.

Haraldson shows siggy the locks of their sons hair

Haraldson shows siggy the locks of their sons hair

they were my sons I bore them I raised them I loved them just as I loved you once

they were my sons I bore them I raised them I loved them just as I loved you once

I think for Siggy, this secret was the most hurtful and deepest of  pain and betrayal which she ever felt? For him to hold on to these few precious memories of their sons for himself cut her heart in the worst possible way. That he assumed his own grief and suffering were more than hers was more than she could take and it did break something within her heart for she had truly cared for and loved this man. And, now she must try to accept that his actions and the feelings of revolt and vengeance on the part of those who hated him would continue to put them all in danger, so much so that she must sacrifice her daughter’s happiness and go along with this marriage just to see Thyri safe away from this place.

You see when you have such knowledge being married to a rich old man isn't so bad

You see when you have such knowledge being married to a rich old man isn’t so bad

 

Believe me when I say that this was one wedding that most of us would have preferred not to attend! All of our hearts went out to poor Thyri even if most did not know the truest of reasons for such a deplorable and disgusting arrangement!

thyri's wedding

thyri’s wedding

Siggy tries to console Thyri

Siggy tries to console Thyri

the happy and excited groom

Nooo I can not pretend I can not smile about this  Neither can I.

Nooo I can not pretend I can not smile about this Neither can I.

just go on and remember to look happy

We all made attempt to pretend happiness for the couple but it was so difficult and took much mead on everyone’s part!

advice from Mother  stay calm pretend to be happy

advice from Mother stay calm pretend to be happy

thyri's wedding night

thyri’s wedding night

Then there came a surprise guest to the feast and we all held breath in fear that blood would be spilled?

a surprise guest at the wedding

a surprise guest at the wedding

 

Siggy looked on in great worry...

Siggy looked on in great worry…

Rollo took it upon himself to attend the wedding feast for Thyri!

rollo shows up at the wedding feast

rollo shows up at the wedding feast

Fortunately, the feast was not marred by bloodshed as well as disgust… Earl Haraldson and Rollo made attempt to be somewhat civil for the time being?

I don't remember inviting you  Oh I assumed you had just forgotten to

I don’t remember inviting you Oh I assumed you had just forgotten to

that could have been you dancing with my daughter.  Well I had to think about it...

that could have been you dancing with my daughter. Well I had to think about it…

I guess was not fated to marry her!

I guess was not fated to marry her!

That attempt at civility would not last long as we will find out soon!

To be continued….